There is a natural flow in this universe which I find reassuring. When I am willing to relax and flow with it vs resist it all is well. For me it’s a continual practice and I am thankful I am mostly willing to get back into the flow when I start charting my own course. I was reminded that the #1 addiction on this level is control. And it can be so subtle. Control has been my “safety net”  to cope and feel safe in the world.  As I keep practicing, I am experiencing greater freedom as I allow the free fall of letting go and allowing what is to be. As I watch the perfection of how Spirit design’s my day I am in awe of how much easier and graceful it is.  I can hear myself saying – how come I didn’t think of that?  Then I know I am in not in control. What a relief.