Listening with the Beloved
These are examples of how I Soul Listen with myself on paper.
I experience them as conversations between me and Spirit.
[Inner words from the Beloved are in bold]
May 14, 2018
Beloved, I would like a word with you
I am listening
I feel adrift yet on purpose. How can both be true
There is clarity of purpose in your going home to God. The adrift part ties to the misunderstanding of what the 10% and being in the world is about. The way through is to use what is feeling as if you are adrift for your upliftment. You have labeled adrift as a negative and have named it so (absolute) What if adrift could be renamed to the truth. Things are not happening in the ways that have been familiar to you. The adrift you are experiencing could be viewed as a new opening and an invitation to ask to be shown how you might use this experience to lift.
So adrift could be called a new space in my consciousness to explore and receive – maybe new creative ideas
Yes simply the renaming can make the shift
Funny how just the word adrift conjures up fear, uncertainty, and lack.
And if you use something like a new familiar you get to explore the space as something you knew in another time
I see that. And I have been shown some new inner places in my SE’s that I seem to know and recognize as familiar yet they appear as new
Yes, that is the experience you want to invite in more and more. Think of what you have labeled as adrift as preparation time for what is coming forward for you to receive. You can begin preparing the place by asking to receive with focus and commitment. The uncomfortable place of feeling adrift is simply seeing through an old filter. This could be an exciting time and one to embrace vs fear.
I am appreciating the calm entering
The more you welcome this new energy the more calm will be present
Thank you. I appreciate how easy it is to receive you when I am willing to ask
April 19, 2018
Now that your darting mind has returned from its travels is there anything you learned out there?
I can only handle and control this moment. No need to figure out things that are not happening now other than in my mind. Not to mention how it drains my energy.
The spaciousness and contentment here now is the only place to truly travel. The past and the future are only the minds’ playing field. Your heart and your knowing live in the present field.
I gratefully choose this field of play.
And playful it is. All possibility emerges in the creative present.
My clear vision, sees, hears, senses and is touched with heightened awareness.
In this place, you get to see with eyes of knowing. Just let your eyes relax, follow your breath and connect to the inner vision. It is the observing, watching, playing field. As you watch you are simply noticing what you are being shown, listening to inner sounds and your being is all-inclusive. Your mind cannot explain the immensity of the space you know you are occupying as you. Traveling in these inner spaces is free of control and agendas and simply is. Invite any information from your knowing to be revealed for the highest good. Allow the lifting higher. Go out to greet the unknown, welcome what you are to receive. Dwelling in the expansion is deep rest and relaxation.
Receive this energy of presence, the beingness that is you without the mind, body and emotions.
I am in the awe of you and me, grateful to keep returning to this moment’s peace.
April 14, 2018
I wonder if I have anything to say?
Maybe not you, and Spirit has plenty to say if you move out of the way. Allowing yourself to simply listen and receive is your new learning.
How can words ever convey the enormity of the space in which I dwell as I listen and receive [with the Beloved]
They will not but perhaps the words can assist in inviting that expansion as a practice we can all receive. Describing the space might be a place to start.
My spiritual heart takes the wheel with a quiet presence. I am enveloped in a capsule of simply being and I know I am being prayed. The sound of the quiet hums softly in the background. The efforting or trying dissolves and I resonate with everything.
Nothing has to be said. Nothing needs to happen. Nothing is all there is. And I am held in pure divine loving. I become a written meditation. In this deep quiet words are silent. Essence takes over and the sound is very loud, pure and quieting. I am in a place of profound peace and quiet. I watch and listen flowing with what is.
I know my truth resides here and I invite what is for me to receive, careful not to rush the purity of the moment. Listening inside this radiance feels like an honor, a privilege to be in the Presence. Quiet this quiet balances any thoughts, cares, concerns. They become of no consequence and the I AM is the only reference.
May I experience this dwelling more and more consistently? The safety of this space is humbling. There is no place to go. Being is the only go to. The creator lives here.
The beauty is the depth of the anchor that keeps me in my own presence. This is pure divine loving. I am gifted by God into the totality of loving.
This is receiving- where prayers are answered, where co-creation resides, where joy is. A dip in this pool of holy love rejuvenates, replenishes and cradles.
So easy it is to want to say ‘that’s enough’ and pull myself back to the smaller self of the world. I invite myself to say a while longer relishing this gift.
November 16, 2018
I have had so much preparation energy this morning up until this moment and am aware this is where I am to be, here with you in full presence available to what is. I open my heart to you, to what is here for me to learn.
The Listening is the blessing being presented for you. Your ability to “let go into” is the gift of listening. It’s a listening beyond this level to the expanse of consciousness. The words are not so much the focus, it is more about the energy and resonance that is alive in this space to which you so easily dwell. In the receptivity is the key to what is asking for your awareness. As you settle in to this place all is available and nothing is required. No need for the habitual figuring out with the mind, the scheduling of to do’s, the wondering what needs to happen next. In the receptivity space all is delivered in Spirit’s timing. You can be led quite effortlessly to what is next without any thinking. Allow the knowing to have your back, trust yourself to be moved as is perfect in Spirit. Relaxing is your learning. To simply be – your life quest is upon you. Trust it completely. Spirit will guide you to what next needs completion. You do your part in the maintenance of the day to day and give over the path to the divine guidance. Feel the body settling in more to the breath.
I am watching as the habitual parts of me want to jump into planning mode where there is nothing to do in this moment.
You calm down the part of you in a hurry to finish. The hurry stops you from fully receiving what is before you as you are past it. Take time to be with you as you do and “let go into” minute to minute. The darting in consciousness keeps you from being. “Let go into” right now. That is the essence of gyrotonics – the perfect format for you. Your consciousness is required to be fully immersed in the body. You have been watching as you are doing vs letting go into the body and being in the body experiencing. The connection with the body is all about being. Your mind is wanting to do it right, figure it out, connect the dotes and all the while your body is wanting you to be with it. Not around it, above it, beside it, but in it.
My minds wants to ask how
Of course it does as that’s its job. And the answer is . .
Let go into
November 30, 2018
Writing is a receiving of your heart’s knowing. And there is no trying and no amount of pushing to make it happen. The more you can drop into receptivity the more can be shared with you.